TORN!

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okay , so af isn't due for another 10 days im only 7dpo. I just feel pregnant for a bunch of different reasons! Well i went & talk to a personal trainer today because i REALLY need to lose weight , it's taking a toll on me , im super depressed , my confidence is shot , and i have PCOS. Well he wants me to start training tomorrow , he runs a 12 week course and im already 2 weeks behind. If i dont start soon i won't be able to join the course at all. I want to really bad , because I've been putting this off for too long and im ready to change. BUT im scared i may be pregnant & of course i won't know until af shows. The 12 weeks is a commitment and i must pay for all 3 months regardless of if i attend or not. I wouldn't want to do any harm if im already pregnant (the workouts or intense) , but i want to lose this weight for my health and so that i can increase my chances of conceiving if im not pregnant. Idk what to do?