That night

Worst night of my life. And I need to vent. I was beat by a man I've been with for 5 years. Now I know that's when I need to run by I have no where.. Im stuck in this hell. I can't afford a place of my own and don't have help. In wondering, if the stress from all this is what's causing me not to have children? I if course don't want kids with this man, but in just wondering if that's what the issue had been. Thanks