Does he want one now?

Kelsey • 💍29 • 👼🏻A baby girl in heaven•2 early losses•No living children•

So me and my fiancé have been talking about starting a family. We're getting married in November and I'll be done with school "technically" by February with my degree.

He's always saying we should wait till I'm done with school but I'm ok with at least starting to try now. But lately when we're having sex he's not so worried about putting a condom on.

So I'm just confused. Maybe it's the whole if it happens it's meant to happen? I'm kinda excited now especially if we're just letting things happen. I would like to drink on my wedding day and I'm sure if I don't people will get suspicious .. oh well 🤷🏼‍♀️.