Confused and bummed

Kendra

Since going off birth control and having the normal bc period beginning of August, I have yet to see AF Or a BFP. I wasn't on bc for very long, about 4 years now since my daughter was born. Was off for 4 months 2 years ago as well as we wanted to try then but same thing happened where I got no AF but no baby either. I had gone to my doctor after 3 mo of no flo, and he said I checked out fine from blood tests and basic check up. just had to wait for my cycle to regulate? (From what I remember) I got so disheartened and we also wanted to buy a house so we decided to do that first. Now we have the house and are trying again but I'm afraid nothing's gonna happen, I'm in this weird limbo of my body just isn't doing anything. Trying to think positive and not stress but it's hard when it's all you think about :/

To add to the frustration, there are soooo many people I know that are all of a sudden pregnant and maybe it's cus I'm jealous but most of them weren't even planned so it just sucks that we're planning and trying and nothing's happening.