This is how I feel seeing my co workers leave work with bags full of money on Instagram! Meanwhile I am at home suffering round ligament pain with my big belly lol.

I'm soo excited for my baby and there's so much I want to be able to do for us (new house, car, events, trips) but I gotta get back to the money to do it! One thing I do regret is not saving a lot more before getting pregnant and I also regret being irresponsible with money. I'm just looking forward to another chance to do things the right way & provide for us ❤️ I can't help but feel like I'm missing out at work right now but I know it will all be worth it. This is literally the best job I've ever had, it has provided me with so much money & freedom. I appreciate it so much more after coming from a stressful management position that required 47+ hours of my week and I know I will appreciate even more after not being able to work for months! I was 21 working over 45 hours a week. On top of that I had the worst hours ever I would either have to be there at 5am or work all day from 12pm to 9pm.. I had NO life and I was ALWAYS tired.

I'm only 21 weeks right now so I have a long way to go until the baby gets here plus healing afterwards. Im not able to work and thinking about being stagnant for so long really stresses me out and sometimes I cry about it because I feel helpless. My boyfriend is not in a position to help with anything right now (another story) and moving back in with my mom would add more stress. I can't waittt for everything to come together so I can stop stressing and worrying.