Weight

Okay so we all know that when you're pregnant you're more than likely to gain weight. Most of us know that it's a possibility that you can gain too much weight while pregnant. Even though I know the ups and downs of being pregnant and gaining weight while pregnant my problem is really a stupid one. It's the fact that I'm gaining weight 🙈. Here's the thing, for the past few years I've been trying to lose weight... and I did and I'd gain it back and lose it and it was a cycle. Well I finally lost a total of 5 pounds and kept it off for more than 2. weeks (that's big for me cause it always comes right back). Then I find out I'm pregnant (💃🏾💃🏾💃🏾👐🏾👐🏾👐🏾❤❤💚) and I was (still am to a small degree) having morning sickness which made me lose even more weight. Now I'm picking up weight even though I know I'm supposed to be gaining it it feels kinda weird and sad. I'm finally back up to my pre baby weight and I'm trying to remain positive about it but there's always that voice in my head that says your too heavy now when I know this is baby weight I'm putting on. someone please tell me I'm not alone in this struggle.