Long story short, me and my SO have been trying for a year now. Yesterday I found out that my 18 yr old brother and his gf are having a baby, and I completely broke down.

My periods can be irregular at times, but mostly regular. I was supposed to start yesterday and I’m cramping, so I hope that’s a good sign.

Anyway, with my brother and his gf getting pregnant I decided that it’s time to contact my gyno to see if something is wrong with me. The call fails every single time, but I can call my SO and others. I’m praying that’s God telling me to hold off and test.