First US tomorrow.

I am so incredibly nervous for my first ultrasound tomorrow. I lost a pregnancy at 11 weeks in April. At my first ultrasound the baby was measuring over a week smaller than they should have according to my cycles, but the heartbeat was strong. We believe the baby died around 10 weeks because that is when all of my symptoms disappeared. I don't know if I can handle hearing this baby is smaller than its supposed to be 😥 Praying for a 7w 4d size baby or very close.