Twins

Everyone always says "I wish I would have twins!" well... I was never one of those people, and I'm still not one of them, but guess what? I was "blessed" with twins, and right now I hate it. pregnancy was rough, having preemies was rough, and now that they're home, sleepless nights, health problems for one of them... I'm exhausted and I sometimes wish I never had them which makes me feel guilty because someone else out there is praying just to have a baby. And me? I wish I had left my first child an only child. Twins aren't fun, they're damn exhausting. I just truly hope this gets better as they get older.