Painslut masturbation tips??? 😩😲👌

Should I put this under masturbation qna...? Idek

I have been CRAVING some a good fucking up lately- like, whips, canes, biting, choking, 'pierce my nipples with a paper clip and hang me from the cieling' level of rekt. Want to sit down a month later and feel it. 😖

Can't exactly afford a spanking machine 😪 I did order some 'california exotic novelty' nipple suckers off Amazon solely because all the reviews complained that they hurt like a bitch- but my nipples aren't that sensitive 😭😭 They have a nice sting at first but once my nipples are hard they cant really get sucked any further... Scratching/pinching myself okay but I ain't getting that itch, if you known what I mean😩

Anyway, I don't got any kinky suppliers of that variety around, so anyone got some secrets and tricks for someone like myself? 😶💕