I'm a complete mess today....

It started yesterday evening as I was heading home from work. I always cannot wait to see my daughter but today the feeling was extra heavy.

I know it takes me 45 minutes to get home. I left work 15 minutes early so it'd only be 30 minutes. I got off the freeway and knew there was only 15 left. Yippie!

Pulled in to my neighborhood, only 2 minutes remaining. I couldn't wait to open that door and see my beautiful girls face. I walked up to the door and could already hear her infectious laugh 😍

I opened the door and she looked right at me a let out a squeal. I am so in love with this girl! I picked her up and kissed her over and over again and she pushed my face away like, "gosssshhh mama no more!!" But I couldn't stop.

She turned 9 months old today and I am feeling so sad about how fast it's going. I keep calling her my little, tiny baby and everyone says back "she's really not that little."

HOW AM I GOING TO BE ON HER BIRTHDAY??!😭 I'm already crying now because she nine months. I am going to be wreck. My poor baby has a mommy that will cry at all her birthdays!