what a surprise

Having had a previous miscarriage, my thoughts and general out look was: how can my body fail like this. I am a type A personality aspiring obgyn

So that miscarriage messed me up so badly. But now 4 months later, testing on EXPECTED AF day I get a BFN. 2 weeks later no AF hundred fights with DH and my boss.... It finally happened a BFP and lots of apologies lined up from me. I am still petrified of what the future holds, praying for joy and a happy pregnancy! Baby dust sprinkled everywhere