Relationships

I'm really missing my ex. I thought he was gonna be my love, my husband. Father of my future kids. Everything. He completely hates me. I moved to New York because of my family, I feel that's why he hates me. I talked to his mom about everything. We have a really great relationship, she adored me, she feels he's gonna regret everything and that he's putting on this front so he doesn't seem weak. My friend tells me how he's doing in school, he always has his head down, but he also mentioned how he talks about "having hoes". I've been talking to a really nice boy, he makes me feel special. But I miss my baby so so so much. I don't know what to do.