The not knowing is driving me crazy....

I have been avoiding this app since Saturday. I woke up around 1am with sharp cramps 😞. Since then I have been having cramps off and on but stronger than normal. No bleeding or spotting but I am beyond paranoid. After miscarrying in March I just don’t know if I can do this again.

Getting to this point has been a rough road. The idea that miscarrying again is such a real possibility is heartbreaking.

Talked to the Midwife at my OB today she is scheduling me for an early ultrasound tomorrow. I should be 5w6d....but who knows. Just feeling down and alone 😞