Usually af comes to visit every 30 days but she's nowhere to be seen 🤷‍♀️

This is our 7th month ttc and I can't help but feel so discouraged. My sister, and now even my mother (she had me young) are both pregnant and I see their bumps and their ultrasounds and while I am so happy and excited for them I can't help that ache of longing in my heart. Every time I see a baby at the grocery store I can't stop staring and wishing I could have one of my very own.

We have tried the "don't even think about it" approach for 2 months now after hearing so many people say 'as soon as I stopped worrying about it BOOM! I was pregnant'

Not so much luck for me I guess :((

I'm thinking of picking up a job as a nanny to get my fix... don't know what else to do at this point 😭