I'm scared..

I'm actually terrified. I'm the one who posted about using cocaine. I went to far I did too much I had a seizure while in my husband's arms. terrified him. I feel so stupid. it's been 2 days since and my body still hasn't recovered. I feel so stupid.. my whole body is still very sore. I was just coming off of my period when this happened and I'm now still bleeding. my tongue hurts. I'm just so stupid...