“Log your moods”....where is bitchy for no reason?

Mary Beth

Since getting pregnant I’ve been fairly even keeled with a tendency to cry because I love cheese/dogs/babies/random stuff and a short temper for stupid stuff. One day I got pissed at the sun and the wind. Not joking. (Sun was blinding and wind put my hair in my face...see? totally logical)

Today I was especially grumpy. It started with morning routine of getting step kids out the door. My husband is traveling so I’m on pick up and drop off duty with an hour commute during one of our peak work seasons. I was fine then after stressful work, kids, Boy Scouts, lost homework, their birth mom, trying to connect with their dad on his trip, and ended somewhere with me barking at him. Why? Cause he wasn’t here and I was. (Again, totes logical 🙄)

I guess part of me is frustrated that he did this solo before I was in the picture and already has it figured out. I’m 1.5years in and still struggling through...and we’re adding another?!

Mood tracker shows I was “moody” “ frustrated” “angry” (bitchy) today. Tomorrow is a new day.