my life.. so crazy.

So I posted on here a couple of times anonymously about my abusive ex who happens to be my child's father. How stressed I was. I was also very active in the community on here in other areas because I felt so safe. Well. Now I'm just ranting because I had to delete my account... lost all my data and everything. I probably didn't have* to delete my account, but I panicked. I found out that my ex had somehow found my account on here and was watching my posts... so I panicked and deleted all the posts I had made that had any personal info and my account. But now I'm back and just taking precautions to stay anonymous, including using a false name. Its so sad and crazy that I can't even feel safe on an app I use to track my pregnancy. Ugh. 😫😫 hope yalls past week has been better than mine!