HELP!!!

bell

Ok so I lost my v the other day and we stupidly didn’t use a condom because we knew we weren’t going all the way for him to cum. We did it for a bit but he was no where near cumming then we stopped because it hurt too much. I bled quite a bit then nothing the day after. However the day after that I started to see blood on my tissue after going to the toilet and now a clear mucus like consistency on the tissue. I don’t know what to think of any of this can you all just give me your thoughts. But please I don’t need telling how stupid a decision it was I already know that. Believe me I know.