gender reveal party rant!

so today is my party and because my mom wants to sit here and do it all last minute and is literally sitting here yelling and throwing things I'm on the verge of saying k don't want this party anymore I'll stay home and I don't wanna do a baby shower bcuz know shell do the same damn thing like I need this damn stress I left work 3 hours early last night to help set up the hall I was there from 9pm till 2am the next morning putting up decorations and setting up tables and balloons and everything and all she did was scream yell and sit at a table me and my hubby did all the decorating my two god sisters who were supposed to help showed up for an hour and did nothing then left I'm 5.5 months preggo and was climbing a damn ladder with my hubby bcuz no one else showed up to help now my mom is yelling and having me run back and forth to the store for stuff she forgot to buy or stuff she wanted to wait till today to do and I literally just wanna sit here and cry bcuz I'm so damn stressed I'm literally sitting hiding in my room rn to stay away from here for my sake and hers bcuz if I lose it shell start yelling more and I will end up either saying or doing something! the only reason why omg having this damn party was bcuz she wanted it not me not my hubby not his family not the rest of mine no just my mother