Idk what to topic this as but I’m unhappy with my life and I do not think I love my child enough. He’s only one idk what it is about me I guess I’m still young and just feel like I made such a huge mistake. I never wanted kids I kept my son because I’m personally against abortion. His father isn’t shit & currently dealing with court issues because I beat up his girlfriend for harassing me + threatened me multiple times. I am very mature to b 21 & I take care my little man very well I adore him, never said I didn’t love him. But I feel like I just don’t love him enough to be his mother. I might be suffering from moderate to severe depression which may b getting worst now because I am a mother.. idk I’m just so unhappy at times. I work from home durning the day & have a part time job. I’m currently working on some things far as getting myself a car next step would be moving into my own place while putting my career into process ( daycare owner ) .. so I feel like I’m making good choices for us but I think something possibly could be wrong with me

I had mental breakdown after work.. I’m playing with my son than he just throws up all over me and my bed. I got so angry I just made him leave out the room while I cried myself to sleep.. overwhelmed with life maybe

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