Second thoughts 😪

I've felt so alone for the past couple days . It's so bad of me to say but I'm having second thoughts on this whole wanting to get pregnant thing . And now that I am in so overwhelmed I'm not excited at all I feel like I'm drowning in my thoughts and I'm having a lot of second thoughts about continuing with my bf. Stuff don't feel the same they don't feel as special I started to see so much that I should've realized before I became pregnant and now I feel like I'm stuck with him