My BFF is Prego possible trigger

Ok so long story short, my best friend since childhood and I are both TTC. She started before me, got pregnant after 2 month and unfortunately had a miscarriage at 8weeks. Then they took a break over the summer and have tried for two months and gotten pregnant again. I am truly happy for her and her husband. But On the all I want to do is cry because I want to be pregnant so bad. I can’t talk to anyone about it except my husband who doesn’t understand why I’m upset.

Am I being crazy here?