Feeling overwhelmed

I have a hormone disorder that affects my sex drive. It something I’m very self conscious over and my husband know it. He knows that it’s my biggest insecurity but he doesn’t care. He acts like he thinks bullying me will make it go up. He calls me a nun and will get me to the point where I’m crying and will still treat me bad. I can’t help it. I wish I could change it but the only way I can is with hormone therapy and it makes me feel really crappy. I officially feel like the most worthless wife ever.