MC may have been a miracle!!!!!!!!!

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So I have been having a hard time with knowing that I had 2 very early mc in the past 5 months as I want a baby sooooo bad!!!! I feel now that it could have been God protecting us!!!!!! We found out that the disease my SO's mother died from as well as Grandfather and Aunt and that his sister currently has is Huntingtons and is very much a genetic disorder!!! He has had a blood test done (cost us $1,100) to see if he will get this disease or if he is a carier. He could possibly pass this deadly disease on to our child and neither of us could forgive doing that to a child!!!! We get the results on the 8th of November. please pray hard for us that he will not have this terminal illness and that he is not able to pass it on to our child!!!!!