Frustrated

It's fucking 2:30 in the morning right now and I'm tired as fuck and all I want is for my boyfriend to sleep next to, and what is he doing? Sitting in the fucking shed out the back because he's fucked up on 'goon', like asshole, come inside and go to fucking sleep and stop falling asleep watching Everybody Loves Raymond, I can't sleep without him and he's leaving today for a couples nights so what the fuck... So irritated, I actually feel like crying even though it's not that big of a deal ): EDIT: yeah all good, he came to bed by like 3am 😂