today 10/19 AF has shown her ugly face. ive never been so mad so upset and so ugh idk. im only 2 months in of trying for baby #3 but damn, ive never had difficulty before! My husband was really upset too. our first was not planned and our second...well i got pregnant 3 months after my first was born (semi planned...so not 100% planned but def not against it since we wanted our first to grow up with a siblong close in age) at that time my husband was going back to school to be what he is today. today he is successful in the medical field. and we decided to officially try for #3 (im praying for a girl because dammit im outnumbered 3 to 1)

we would finally be able to enjoy our pregnancy without freaking out about money and enjoy my baby showering without people talking bs behind my back.

but of course nature has abother idea and decided to say NOT TODAY ASHLEY!

So ill get back to praying for November.

baby dust to everyone else TTC!!