Fuck him for not fucking me!

So Monday I took a shower and got all nice a good smelling for my husband. He was in our living-room while I took my shower. I told him to get ready to order pizza. I told him to press send when I got out of the shower. I figured the pizzas would take a while so why not have a little fun with my husband. Well he ended up denying me. I was so pissed!!! Today I decided I would look at his phone, I do every now and then as I know he does mine. I go through his browser history. I find a disturbing porn website. I never clicked on it because it was disturbing. I also see porn hub. What’s even more disturbing is it shows the pizza websites then the porn then the pizza. Maybe I’m over reacting? But at least tell me the fucking truth when you deny me! Like wtf! He knows how I already feel about porn. I know a lot of you will say that I need to get over my insecurities. And I’m seeing a therapist for it. But my husband doesn’t appreciate me at all! He never compliments me no matter how hard I try. I feel useless and worthless. This right here makes it worse. Anyways, what do you ladies think I should do? Should I confront him? It actually hurts my heart a little! Instead of coming to me, he has to use his phone.. he never comes to me! He plays video games ALL DAY while he’s awake.... I’m not a priority. This confirms it! What should I do? I feel like I’m the only one that wants to help our marriage. He says I’m not into sex, not when I’m fucking sleeping and you just slip your dick in me. Or when YOU want it because none of your buddies are on the game and your bored. Oh and we finally had sex... the next fucking day. I know I’m all over the place with this, but I’m so upset with him. What do I do? Should I confront him? How do I punish him?