Getting pregnant for 2018

For 2018 me and my boyfriend are trying to get pregnant ...

The thing is , I have PCOS and I have my period every month too.

We aren’t trying to prevent or try for baby... but if it happens it happens, now we really are trying for a baby. It’s been 10 months and I don’t seem to be getting pregnant. I don’t understand what is wrong with me... girls my age are so fertile and they have babies unexpected...

I’m 5’5 and 183 lbs... I know I’m overweight but it so hard to lose weight.

I’m 21 and independent... and I’m capable of taking care of a baby on my own. But me and my boyfriend want a baby and I feel like a failure... not a real woman ...

My grandmothers and mother were all fertile but me I can’t have kids!!

I can care for a baby but all I want is to have one. I feel like I’ll never have a child. We have tried really for 2 years off and on but 10 months consistently and nothing ! Like I feel like I never have kids... :( I’m really dying inside. I feel useless!