I dont know really from where i’d start..

anyways, 5 months ago i lost my baby girl she was only she was born after 28 weeks of pregnancy, but 10 days later she died..

I was so down and stressed most of the time specially im suffering from Anxiety.

And i found out that i’m pregnant this month i’m almost 5 weeks pregnant.. but the problem i was smoking after my angel passed away and till now..

Im so stressed and i feel i cant breath because of thinking. I can stop smoking now but is it ok to just quiet now or as some says lets cut it down.. am i too late as im 5 weeks already now or its fine i dont have to worry?

I already just had the most bad experience almost 6 months ago with my emergency c section and with the baby ive lost..

I need help..

I need to hear that everything will be ok..

I need to hear similar stories..

I need to hear that i can deal with my anxiety through all this.. and nothing bad will happen again..

I need to feel happy with my pregnancy because i really wanted it..

I really need help.