Sometimes :/

Sometimes I feel like I'd be better off not pregnant. I had to quit my job when I was 6 weeks pregnant because I had very severe morning sickness. I tried to go back and just couldn't so I had to quit. I'm now 20 weeks and finding a job is so difficult because I still have morning sickness and I get dizzy so much easier now. I admitted to my boyfriend that I just felt terrible because I'm unemployed and he said not to worry because I'm growing our baby and that's a job in itself. But I don't get paid to grow a baby🤷🏻‍♀️

I feel like such a hard person to take care of. All I do is sleep and eat and sit on the couch and clean the house when it needs it. But I'm not making money. And I feel like a burden and honestly it's not helping me by stressing over it. Sometimes I feel like I'd be better off not pregnant. I could've kept my job and made money. 😢