just need to rant...

Guys, I hate being pregnant. Everything about it. I hate being sick, I hate crying all the time. I hate how I don't function or think like a normal human being anymore. I hate feeling fat and disgusting, and never wanting to even be near my husband because his body wash suddenly makes me want to puke. I hate that I have to quit smoking. I hate that the jeans I worked so hard to fit into don't fit anymore. I hate how every conversation I have now with literally anyone is baby related. I hate how people tell me "oh you'll change your mind, and love the whole experience!" I want to punch them in the face. I hate that I have to watch my friends and husband do things I love like go on rides at the fair and go hike up mountains without almost passing out. I hate being paranoid for no freaking reason that my husband will cheat, and I hate that I don't like sex anymore. There's so much more. I just hate it. End rant.