Im so depressed.

Ive been TTC for 11 months now and along with every bfn my hope gets a little more shattered. Everyone around me is living my dream.. And every one keeps saying "you and Darian(my fiance) should have one!" and "when are you gonna get pregnant?" ... Its more depressing because the people I know werent even trying ... And they dont know me and my fiance have been trying for 11 months. I know other peoppe have been trying for alot longer than me.. But its so hard to have patience when every made it out to be like getting pregnant was the easiest thing in life you could accomplish. My optimistic attitude is basically gone. I try not to get on glow and read everyones bfp stories but thats the only thing that gives me hope any more. But its the thing that keeps me the most depressed. Besides seeing those bfns. Ive tried taking opks and I have not once gotten a positive in this whole 11 months. Ive tracked my bbt ive tracked CM ive taken prenatals and conceive easy supplements and nothing has worked. And as the year mark approaches I get more and more fearful since Ive heard that once you pass the year mark your chances are slim to conceive.. All these people that don't want babies and aborting or neglecting them breaks my heart. I got pregnant when I was 13 and I had a miscarriage at 10 weeks and Ive had 1 chemical on 4/15/15. So I know I can get pregnant but why is this happening? I have pcos and its terrible. Always getting bfns wants to make me scream as loud as I can to all these people that dont realize how lucky they are... I get more and more depressed because I have this longing feeling to be a mother and hold my precious miracle in my arms.. TTC sucks.

Rant over.