Omg Omg Omg ... is this really happening??

so AF was due to appear 10/27 .. my husband and I have been TTC for a year and month after month have had our hearts broken. This month we gave up trying and just focused on being together and enjoying our 1 year wedding anniversary. I've been feeling very nauseous in the mornings and have been getting weird tastes in my mouth from things that I usually like. So speed things up to today 10/29 .. still no sign of AF .. nervous to test and get BFN .. I finally talked myself into testing.. hoping and praying that I wouldn't be heartbroken with the results... ladies, what do you think ??