TTC baby #1

Me and my boyfriend are trying for baby number one. The last two months I’ve been tracking everythingg like a mad women🤦🏼‍♂️ as of now I’m 1 dpo. I’m thinking of trying preseed if I do not conceive this month..

On a side note, does anyone else get depressed hearing about other people’s pregnancy’s? I want to be happy for my friends but I just find myself feeling so down. My best friend is due tomorrow. And I got another 7 pregnant friends.. I just feel like it’s never gonna happen for me. They are all single mothers and don’t have jobs or houses. I feel like I’m doing everything right but its not happening.. I have a good job and a side job, a house, and a stable bf.. what am I missing...