I'm in panic mode.

I miscarried on March 1. It took such a tole on me we decided we didn't want to try again for a long while. My husband is separating from the military now and we are moving from Mississippi to Colorado. This is such a huge turning point in our lives. Well we had sex unprotected one time in April. I just took two pregnancy tests and they're both positive. I think I was supposed to start today. One of them expired last month, but the other one is good for another year. I started sobbing becsuse I just feel overwhelmed. I should be feeling so grateful but with this move coming up, not to mention our 2 year old just being officially diagnosed as autistic last Monday, I'm just freaking the fuck out to be quite honest.