Tired 😞

Ttc is so bloody draining. Month after month at 1dpo I’ve managed to convince myself that I’m definitely pregnant

and the days go by and I swear that my boobs have grown a quarter of an inch,

so I must be pregnant, I’ve drunk 12 coffees and I need to pee all the time,

so I must be pregnant. But then everything stops and I think to myself, why? Why now? After 2 and 1/2 years why would I ever be pregnant now. So today I lay my hat down and call it quits.

Until tomorrow when af hasn’t show and I’m convinced I’m pregnant again

And the whole cycle starts again.