Rant 😩

There’s never any winning I can’t rant to anybody, so I’m just going to rant to y’all. I hate living where I’m at rn. It’s awful. I cant leave because I’m underage. This house is abusive. Verbally abusive I should say. I stopped talking to “friends” because people like to twist my words around. Every time i try to have a civil conversation with my family it just goes so wrong. They all say I’m “ white- washed” which pisses me off. Sure my vocabulary is really good, and I have excellent posture, and I like doing things a certain way. That’s just what makes me well me. I think I’m having a good conversation with them and everything I say offends them. I was just talking about how I’m not scared of anything that you shouldn’t live your life being scared 24/7. Boy do i tell you that went wrong very fast. This is the 8th day in a row we’re they all called me white or white wash. They call me more than white wash but it isn’t very appropriate for this app. Do I need to change certain things about me should I act more “black”. How do I act more black when I’ve been black all my life?