Devastated 😪😪😪😪

Just found out last night that my boyfriend of 2 years and currently the man of my child that I'm carrying is cheating on me. I'm 16 weeks and i noticed we haven't been having sex for WEEKS, I'm not the type to go through his phone nor did i have the password, until i caught him slipping and decided to go through it when he was sleeping. He kept having people call him all through the night, he didn't save the numbers so it just looked like a random numbers and he would never pick up. On top of that he had girls from fb video chat him multiple times and wouldn't pick up. and hide his phone under his body when he slept 🤔only to find out he's been fucking escorts getting head from them and fucking other females that he knows. calling them all his girlfriends when we live together i feel like a fucking fool 😔he tried to tell me that its an addiction and that he is a sex addict yeah okay buddy we never have sex anymore you just wanted to fuck other bitches and act like a family man at night ✋🏽talking about how he wants to marry me and I'm his soulmate 🖕🏽fucking dick I'm so hurt I literally cant stop crying . i have no family or friends, my mom abandoned me when i got pregnant because my child is half black and shes racist. I changed my whole fucking life for him and this is how he repays me ? he could have gave me and my fucking child aids or herpes dirty ass bitch now he's up my ass saying he will do anything and he doesn't want to loose his family i hate men 😪