TTC a year and counting

Hi guys. This is my first time posting!!

I’ve used glow for a while now but I’ve never posted.

So let’s get down to it.

My husband and I have been TTC for a little over a year now.

Every month is a roller coaster of emotions.

From just getting done with AF to tracking bbt and ovulation tests. The happiness after ovulating and waiting. A day or two before the cramps start and you can help but think..........

Then - AF is back.

I think trying to stay positive is the hardest part.

Each month after ovulation I find myself analyzing every. little. thing.

“Was that a cramp I just felt?”

“Am I fatigued?”

“My boobs hurt, is that pregnancy?”

“My boobs look bigger, is that pregnancy?”

It’s non stop.

I know from reading a million+ articles on it, that you should just stop thinking about it, relax and let it happen.

It is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do.

Worrying about when to have sex and when not to.

Trying not to track and just thinking in the back of my mind, “is this the time?”

Thanks for reading my first post, I just felt like I needed to get that off my chest.

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