well I've been with my partner for three years. We had an abortion about a year into the relationship and now.. well..im trying to get pregnant without him actively trying. I know it's stupid but I know when he finds out I'm pregnant he will love the idea he's just scared. but now I'm thinking I've made a stupid mistake, I've been taking trying for a baby tablets without him knowing and I feel different this month. earlier I tried giving him a hint that I wasn't feeling myself and he jumped to conclusion I was pregnant. he looked angry and said I'd have to abort or for a second time! I've made a terrible mistake and I can't tell him I've done it on purpose. I honestly didn't want to trap him💔 please don't judge I feel totally ridiculous and heartless right now.

advice needed😑