So I visited my boyfriend who lives an hour away and we tried anal for the 2nd time. The first time we didn't have lube and had no idea what we were doing.

So I did research and was like, boy you're not getting anywhere near this hole unless you've got lube. Because, boy did that hurt. Like, really bad. 😬

Anywho, he finally got lube and We tried it again and he went slow and everything.

It felt like I was taking a really painful poo, by I thought I could handle it. He was being so sweet and gentle, when all of a sudden, my vision starts blacking out and I get dizzy. I leaned on him (we were in the shower) and was like "babe, I can't see you." He was so freaked out, he tried to whisk me away into his bedroom and was going to call an ambulance.

First of all, I was butt ass naked.

Second of all, this was an all boys apartment style dorm at 12:00 in the afternoon.

So I told him to put me down, then I proceeded to throw up in the toilet and pass out.

Needless to say, anal is not for me.

So I'm not going to do anal again for fear I might go in a coma. But what the hell happened??!! (It's okay to laugh btw, I'm alive and thriving after the traumatic experience👍)