I don’t deserve him

I feel so stupid for admitting this. Okaaaay. I recently gotttt with my boyfriend andddd well, I feel that I don’t deserve him. I feel that’s he’s.. Way too good for me? I mean, I feel plain, boring, and dull compared to him. I’m the kind of girl who likes being at home stuffing her face in books and occasionally taking strolls outside.

Well, I don’t know. This sounds really stupid. I’m not sure why ifeel beneath him. When he took off his shirt I didn’t know he had abs. I knew he worked out though. I felt really intimidated and just soooooo plain compared to him. I still feel intimidated honestly. I’ve told him how I feltttt and he said it makes his blood boil whenever I say I don’t deserve him.

What’s wrong with me for thinking like this?