Waking up


So I just started college and I now live an hour away from my bf rather than just a few minutes away. So whenever I come over for the weekend he ALWAYS wakes me up by playing with my boobs/nipples. Which I absolutely love and it normally would be a huge turn on for me but lately it just feels good. Like I don’t really wanna do anything really sexual. I always feel really bad for him cuz he’s been waiting so eagerly for a week or two to get some and I’m not really up for it 😕 I usually give him a hand or blow job but I’m just not in the mood for anything else, which kinda sucks cuz he gets turned on by turning me on but he can’t ever. I try to explain to him it’s not his fault but idk if he believes me.