so af was due today (hoping she still won't!)

I posted some time last week about spotting pink for 4/5 days on and off wondering if it could of been IB had no signs of af at all well today i had like a snot like cm with pink/red streak (tmi sorry) still getting bfn. iv still got nausea, dry retching, break out of spots all over the chin area (I usually get one or 2 in the same place every cycle) this morning I had a few very mild cramps but nothing since. I keep running to the bathroom as I feel like af is coming but just wet , sore boobs and they look huge lol iv also had really bad insomnia for past week also and getting worse but absolutely shattered to the point i have to push myself to get dressed eat ect. I also nearly threw up a king prawn tonight (sorry tmi) i looove prawns!! i think im going out of my mind 😣😣😣😣