Being with a man who don’t want to marry🤨 idk I️ just feel like, why am I️ here?!😔😢

Keimica • I am Keimica`Karyn

Idk what to do! I️ love him but when I️ start talking about our future and getting married he shuts down like I’m not good enough or something. I️ take care of our children while he works. I️ work as well but I️ feel like I️ love him more then he loves me. I️ want to be with him but idk if it’s the same. We’ve been at this for 5 years on and off and he just act like it’s the worst thing to think of. Do you think he’s cheating too?