Heartbroken 😞 and just over it.

Seems like worlds against me getting pregnant. I’m rh-negative and my S/O had cancer when he was 18 months old. So when they did the surgery to remove his tumor in his leg they messed up his reproductive system. He has retrograde ejaculation 🙄 in other words no sperm comes out of him. He went to the doctors a year ago and they gave him 3 different meds. That never helped. I’m just upset and needed to vent 😓 the picture is my S/O when he was a babyyy 💜💜