Why do we continue to torture ourselves every month. We try and try and get negative after negative. We take our temps, pee on sticks and do our best to take care of ourselves. Every month we get our hopes up and get knocked down time and time again. We tell ourselves and others "it's okay, it will happen when it's meant to happen", knowing damn well we feel so broken inside. Am I not good enough? Am I not meant to me a mommy? Has my well run dry? Those are all things we ask ourselves. Every month. Every time we get a negative. It's so hard to stay positive when your heart is breaking. It's so hard to pretend all is well. I'm sick of pretending. I'm sick of hiding my tears. And I'm sick of getting negative after negative. I pray you all get the results you want so badly. And those of you that have gotten your positive, I pray you have a happy and very healthy pregnancy. 💜