A few weeks ago, I️ found out that my boyfriend had cheated on me with his ex girlfriend. His ex girlfriend cheated on him and broke his heart,yet he went back to her. He was my first love and sexual partner. I️ truly loved him and thought I️ could trust him. I️ feel like a hole was ripped out of my heart😔. When it first happened, I️ couldn’t eat or sleep for a week, I️ woke up and went to sleep crying. I️ felt and still feel heartbroken. This may sound stupid, but I’m having a really hard time feeling beautiful or like I’m worth loving. I️ can’t really talk to anyone I️ know about how I️ truly feel, because they’ll just tell me that he’s the one missing out or how things will get better, but I’m angry and I️ just wanna break and destroy things and yell. I️ just don’t understand how someone who says they love you can do something like that. I️ just don’t know what to do anymore 😞.