Baby Born

Was in labor 22 hours and then had a emergency c section due to her pooping in the whom and water was broken for over 12 hours, and I wasn’t dilating past 5

So stressed she’s in nicu for swallowing her poop when coming out

I seen her for 5 min since she’s been born and it’s hard on me, I’m so emotional and upset I just hope God gives my baby and me strength